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Just worrying

May. 24th, 2012 | 01:36 pm

Okay, back here for a short while.

Been worrying too much for the past two days and I think that's how it's gonna be until I get a phonecall.
I really hope I do get that call cos' it means soooo much to me, and maybe cos' I got through everything?
I don't want things to just stop here cos' it would mean all my efforts have gone down the drain.

AHHHHHHH THINK I'M GOING CRAZY.

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LF

Apr. 17th, 2012 | 04:49 am

Staying up tonight to do up abit of work which should have been done way earlier before this.
Really hate that lazybone in me and all that procrastination sometimes. I give in to myself way too much.
Anyhows, I need to think of a new layout and I hope being still up at 0445 will do me some help
while I'm listening to Avicii's playlist heh heh.

"If you call I'll be there at your side
If you're lost I'll be there shining my light
Cause every touch lifts me up to the stars
Cause nothing could ever keep us apart"


Alrightey, till then!

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Canonball

Apr. 9th, 2012 | 02:36 am



Had an amazing day today. Tiring, but good.
Did some grocery shopping with Evonnie for our steamboat session in this rainy weather!
Waited for Mabel who took forever to reach my place, but it was worth it...
The food and the company.
I can't really remember when was the last that the three of us actually hung out together.
Except for the fact that we always skipped school back in secondary school days,
trying out all the funny things we would do together, annoying teachers.
Gone are those days.
So the meet-up with the girls was surprisingly good :)

Side tracking, I really need to keep my to-do list in line and going.
Been procrastinating way too much, being so damn unproductive.
Can't wait for May to arrive!
On top of my birthday, but I hope to see the site up and running and hopefully doing good :P

Love nights like this.
Curled up under my blanket, listening to my night time playlist,
penning down some thoughts, summarizing my day.

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My personal brand of heroine

Mar. 31st, 2012 | 05:26 am

Even sadness can be a form of addiction.

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Secrets Garden

Mar. 29th, 2012 | 03:11 pm

Waiting for my drama to stream is taking forever.... so I decided to pop by for abit!

Love having more stuff on my to-do list. Keeps me more occupied and productive.
Don't want to lose anymore time that I have. And I'm reaaalllyyyyy excited.
Not knowing the results, that's one thing, but I'm lovin the process of working to it.

Got one more assignment recently!
Though looking at the parent just makes me feel like throwing a punch in her face,
but for the sake of work, I have to pull through it.
Afterall, what more am I unable to tolerate now? What a joke.
Ok, I just realized it's this time of the year again.
Just last year at this time, I was feeling horribly miserable beyond words.
I would have been feeling the same way again but I decided not to put myself through that anymore.
Now, I hope life just starts to get better.

And maybe today, didn't start off bad like how it did previously.
The best feeling you can wake up to is.... receiving a surprise text.
Amazing way to start my day. I was just sayin above, hoping that life is gonna get better?
I'm feeling it.

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breaking point

Mar. 28th, 2012 | 06:40 pm

it was the only way, you'd see that some day.

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refreshing feeling

Feb. 21st, 2012 | 02:41 am

Someone told me this tonight and it really makes fucking alot of sense.

'Cause before you met anyone that you had a relationship with,
you were living your own life, with your own friends,
you were just being you.
And the guy who would have been attracted to you, was you,
living for yourself.
Too many a times people change,
and aren't themselves anymore I guess that's why alot of relationships fail.
It's cause they changed into someone else that's not themselves,
and not who the person got attracted to in the first place.'

Wake up call. Live for yourself.

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